Family drama, again
Don't worry, I won't go into the gory details. Just wanted to say that I'm very very exhausted. I used to be better at dealing with this (back when I was in Montreal, I used to have to go home to Ottawa every so often to deal with both family AND church emergencies). I don't know if it's because I'm getting older or just the accumulated stress of twenty years of trying (and failing) to keep this family together is finally getting to me, but I'm so very tired.

Just wanted to be clear:

This is my livejournal. I am allowed to bitch and whine as much as I want. Yes, I whine a lot, and yes, it would be so much better for everyone if I could either do something grown up and fabulous and solve everything or just walk away and live my own life all happy and stuff, but I love my family - they drive me crazy and I will continue to bitch about their hyprocrisy, their stupidity, and how much I resent my mother for not aborting me, but I love them and seeing those dumbass morons in pain kills me. That's all there is to it. God, life would be so much easier if I didn't bleed every time they hurt.

Anyways, if you're tired of the bitching, you don't have to read them, and I have happier posts coming. Before everything hit the fan, today was actually a great day - I hung out with Essjayvee and Mr. Ess and that was fabulous fun (with Animaniacs!), and I saw my beautiful baby sister who I missed so much.